I did the unthinkable. I seriously asked HB if he seriously thinks that our future belong to each other. I have no doubt that we deeply care for each other, but for some reasons we cannot sustain the same level of peace and harmony. I am giving him time, in fact all the time he needs, to really figure out what he wants for himself out of this relationship. I'm tired of the ups and downs. Yeah, yeah, life is always a series of ups and downs. But not this kind of up and down. I have given him his time, his space and his freedom back and asked him not to come back unless he can't see himself with me for the rest of his human life, hahhaa.
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Yuriko wanted me to organize a Halloween Party but I'm just so tired and busy. Perhaps next time.
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Tomorrow is badminton day. I'm quite excited because this is a new club that I'm joining. I think members here are more advanced than the one I have in Nakano. I was planning of taking Sherwin (college classmate) out tomorrow but after badminton is the world volleyball leg hehehe, I'll see what I can do on Sunday instead. This is already my 5th attempt..really sorry Sher.
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I'm meeting up with one of my growing legion of agents (same company!) Kato-san, next Friday and I will go to BMW office in Chiba within the next two weeks. I'm quite excited! I'm also meeting up with Nelson and 2 contacts from GE Corporate. Now, this is what I call serious jump shipping! Hahaha.
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Tomorrow, I'll have my bed delivered. Finally!
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I pray for my grandparents eternal repose who have passed away 2 years ago. I miss them. They're really nice and cool grandparents. Lolo Pedro and Lola Maye (Maria). I miss my lola's hilot, strange that I never liked it before...I am sure that they're safe in heaven watching over me.
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