言うちゃった～ (I said it!)

I dropped the bomb. Frank was surprised. Wouldn't want to abuse the word 'shocked'. I'm still negotiating with SAP. The offer is acceptable but I'm hoping to gain a little bit more. I think it was God's will that made me and SAP JP crossed ways, at the most unexpected and slightly defeated moment. So I leave it up to Him. His will be done.

My countdown now begins.. Regardless if I have the job or not, I intend to stand by my decision. As I said, I lift everything to the Lord as there's really nothing much more for me to do. Learned that from Susie's attitudes in life. She has opened my eyes and thru her example she has shown me how give it your all and then leave the rest to the Lord. Be thankful if what you want is part of His perfect plan for you. Don't despair if it is not, for surely what He has laid out for you is only the best. What matters is you did your best and there won't be WHAT IFs because you gave it your all. Nobody can accuse you of not trying hard enough. Another thoughtful words of wisdom she said was that we are not intelligent enough to comprehend everything that's happening in our life, so stop analyzing and life your life each day at a time.

It's hard to believe that I could talk to Susie until the wee hours of the day in spite of being so tired and sleepy. We've never really had the chance to talk 'serious' in the past. I'm really glad we did. God really do send Angels in dire times.