6Month-sery

I fell asleep on my couch while watching Gray's Anatomy last night. It must have been too much exhaustion from trying very hard to distract myself from the very traumatic breakup experience 6 months ago. I used to sit and watch shows like these and tears would just roll down my eyes. I also used to cry everytime my mind is not busy getting distracted. I realized that it's a big leap. Although I'm afraid that the trauma still lingers. I don't have the honest motivation to start a relationship again and spend yet another emotional investment on someone else, thinking that it will probably end up the same. Maybe this will all come to pass given time..I hope.

A Japanese Reuters cameraman by the name of Muramoto-san was shot last week while covering the political demo in Thailand. Reuters made public the last 5min 8 seconds video coverage that Muramoto-san has covered. I had goosebumps while watching the footage. Both the military and protesters have high powered guns and all of them just keep on firing their guns. I never in my life thought that what you see in the movie can actually happen. People shooting at each other like life is just a cheap can of oil. Haven't they thought that once you die, there is no take two, you cannot rise from the death. It's over. I wish the world is a better place. As for Muramoto-san, I respect him for his braveness but he confronted the line of fire. I cannot help but wonder if for the rush of adrenaline, he forgot the fact that he has a wife and two children who expect him to come home. The irony of life. I guess.