Today, a 2-year professional journey will come to a 3 stage consummation. It's a bit funny that I feel anti-climactic. I should be all hyped up and yet I'm lousily sitting here in my desk, writing my blog (to organize my thoughts) and waiting. I guess I'm expecting things to go right. Although I know from experience that they almost never are. What's life without a drama? Perhaps I'm also became aware that this is just the 1st major roadblock. There will be Monday next week and then the Monday after that.
I guess I've also proven my professional capability to myself that I don't need to superimpose that I've worked hard for this day. Or it probably doesn't really matter so much as it did 2 years ago.
Things change. Our priorities change. We change. All we can do is hold on to what we have now, and who we are now because that's what really matters. I hope to end this day with a smile of accomplishment on my face, not necessarily a bang. I'm probably leaning on a more sober, quieter celebration inside of me. A celebration of something that I have done in spite of every mess that has happened especially this past year.
I think I have found my personal meaning of success...
I guess I've also proven my professional capability to myself that I don't need to superimpose that I've worked hard for this day. Or it probably doesn't really matter so much as it did 2 years ago.
Things change. Our priorities change. We change. All we can do is hold on to what we have now, and who we are now because that's what really matters. I hope to end this day with a smile of accomplishment on my face, not necessarily a bang. I'm probably leaning on a more sober, quieter celebration inside of me. A celebration of something that I have done in spite of every mess that has happened especially this past year.
I think I have found my personal meaning of success...
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