I feel pukey

My head is spinning - probably from lack of sleep (blame it on insomnia) and from my stomach cramps (blame it on being a girl). I have tons to do and don't have the desire to move. I'm hungry and I have no food in my fridge. My period is as usual making me less mobile. I spent the whole day yesterday being sleepy and not having enough sleep for more than 24 hours now has made my stomach upset. Not to mention the fact that the emotional stress I had gone through yesterday, trying my best to be normal and project that everything is fine and I and T are in a different level of our post-relationship now. So, OK, I'll admit it - it sucked. I also didn't feel that our friends were very welcoming of him. I'm tired looking after T. And if our friends (originally his') chose me over him, I can't do anything about it, but be thankful for the love I'm receiving from them. We're all adults and each is entitled to his own point of view. Also, T should have realize that these are some of the things he left behind when he decided to ruin our relationship. There I said it. I truly hope this is the last time I write about T. I'm really tired.