Recalibrate focus

In my quest for recovery from a break-up, I have nothing but a single goal - to free spare myself from the heartache, I must by all means eliminate any slack time at home. It did a lot of wonders because it improved my social life, it introduced me to new friendships, it opened my eyes to possibilities and it helped me become courageous to dare and do things that I used to be afraid of like scuba diving. On the other hand, I start to feel guilty that I'm not investing as much time as I can at work. I've already met my professional goals for the year and I'm actually a step ahead because I'm prepping up for next year even with 3 more months to spare. But still, inside of me, there is no fulfillment, no sense of accomplishment. I feel professionally hallow inside.

And so coming into the new year, I realized that I need to recalibrate my lens. I have learned in this past year that balance is essential to have a stable and satisfying life. I also learned that I am a person who values not just play but more importantly my work. My work defines a big part of who I am. When I start to lose my passion for work, I lose the fire and desire to be a better person. I'm not a person who contents herself with just cruising, because I charge! Yep yep that is who I am and that person needs to come back to life. It's about time.