Happy Valentine's

I woke up early today because I didnt want to waste the sunshine. Laundried my bedsheets. Laundried the sofa cover. Turned on the TV to watch the winter olympics freestyle mogul. Had to cancel the Chinese New Year thing at Yokohama, because I'm so tired. Sometimes you had to choose and prioritize. Got 2 messages from Titus, he's expecting to see me at badminton. And then another text message from K-kun, he's on his way back to Tokyo from Niigata snowboarding. I cleaned the bathroom first and then decided to respond to both mails. Made myself a light lunch and quickly showered for badminton games. I got a chocolate present from one of the players. A little weird because girls usually give the boys choco. Titus, Alfred and I decided to have dinner at a nearby posh Italian restaurant. The ride back home felt fast because I was catching up on my mails. Upon reaching home, I finally got to my very full mailbox and checked important mails. Quite a number of mails for T still. I will send them to him tomorrow, there might be something important there. And then I took the bedsheets and sofa cover and placed them back where they belong. Sipped a couple glasses of Spanish red wine, lights off and candles on, and finally, now, a moment for blogging. I didnt realize that valentine's day is only about 37 minutes left. Sometimes I act like the days doesnt matter. T would always say, valentines, christmases,anniversaries they are nothing but ordinary days Yes, it is so much easier to treat these days as they are but I don't really believe in that. We live only once,we spend each day of our lives, only once and the things we can do today could all be gone tomorrow. So....happy valentine's T. I miss the nights when I say goodnight. I miss the mornings when the first thing I do is kiss you on your left shoulder and say good morning. I miss the hands I used to hold, while sleeping. I miss hugging you anytime I want. I miss the face that I can look and touch and put butterfly kisses on. Its funny that I miss waiting for him when he sleeps in the car during the times he was so tired. But most all, I really really miss talking to him.