日曜日, 4月 25, 2010

Not A Manic Monday

It's a shame that I'm wasting this beautiful Monday morning. The sun is up ever so bright it's almost a perfect day. But I'm stuck here in bed, trying to find ways to motivate myself to go to work and continue doing all my stuffs. Trying not to be bored with life. Work is not easy but it's not difficult too, I need to do something more challenging. I know that the cake is still half-baked and I need another year or two more to complete the whole picture I painted but aside from that I'm not sure how I can honestly motivate myself to really absolutely love work. I guess the risk with living a balanced life is to be mediocre at everything. But am I happy being mediocre? I have all these things going in my plate and yet I'm bored. Oh God help me.

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