Don't Sweat The Small Stuffs

There is still too much to do, too much pressure from my daily professional life. But amazingly, I feel different. My attitude has transformed into more complacent and less panicky. I used to worry about everything from the things I need to finish today to the plans I have for tomorrow and the day after that. But now, I am beginning to change to the COME WHAT MAY-type.

I am a little worried though that with the busy schedule I won't be able to go on vacation to visit my doctor in Manila. I panicked a little bit because a week after I had my last medication, I bled. I need to spend time to plan my April schedule.

Eman's coming here in April and will be working in Fujitsu. My friends are coming over. Perhaps it is really a sign that I belong here and that life in Japan can be heaven as anywhere.

I am also slowly learning to let the little irritations go, let them pass me by. I just shrug and walk away from the petty stuffs.

HB and I are getting really close again, but I really don't want to think about it now. If there is another chance for us, it will come. For now, I am opening my life to new friends and new acquaintances. It warms my heart though that he still show that he cares and that he values my attention and opinion, still. Though, most of the times, I am really tempted, ahaha. But...No, No, No~

I met Masako at the elevator and she seems really fine. Didn't have time to chat but it was great seeing her.

I apologized to Julie because I absolutely have no time to take her out. Perhaps on Friday...

Blogging helps me keep in touch with friends. This caught my attention (c/o Oggie's blog)

"there will be times when i'm frightened, times when i'm amazed,when you're creating miracle moments,i need a heart that's full of faith.whatever comes, wherever you lead all that i want is what you want for me."

The best miracles are the ones that God sends. I have my share of current miracles.

1. New snowboarding buddies - Sonoka, Aki-san and Kura-san. They are fun, nice and really good people. I am thankful that God sent them to me, to teach me how to properly snowboard, to provide comfortable transportation for me so that even though I'm not in good health condition this winter, I was able to enjoy the season.
2. Paul for introducing me to a new world - new friends such as K.Nomura, Abi-san, Usui-san. For organizing night outs giving me chance to dwindle away from work, from time to time.
3. Tera, Sakurai, Taiju for introducing me to a cheap sports gym so I can work out.
4. Ryoko for being the greatest friend.
5. Tokie for sharing my thoughts at work, and for the smoking breaks *although I don't smoke hahaha.
6. Yuriko for all the time she gives to listen to my woes and witness the tears that fell down.
7. To Frank for promoting me.
8. For Donal's friendship.
9. For the PH engineers on biz trip, who brings back my 'events organizer self'.
10. But the greatest miracle that God performed in my life are the changes that happened in my private life. He woke me up to realize that life should be lived outside the office and away from my PC. He took me out of my slumber to realize that there's so much that life can offer, that my health is important and friends are the dearest in the world. And the greatest of all, He fixed me and HB. Something that I have given up hope on.