Time flies fast. No one can argue that. And with time comes a certain wisdom to know that there are really things we cannot change, and there are those we can, and that the biggest hurdle is knowing which is which.
Things I cannot change...I cannot bring back the past and change the horrid details of what happened between me and T. I cannot change the fact that I'm really devastated and sad, and regretful for both of us.
Things I can change. I can try to be not sad by spending time with friends like Odaiba day yesterday with some Pinoy friends. I can try to be very busy so I won't need to think about how lonely I have been without him. I can try to be a better person so that when the next person comes I know I can do better.
Still not sure where the thin line draws I take the plunge to do all the things that I wanted to do now. So that when the right person comes (or comes back) at the right time, I won't have any doubts and be ready to fully commit myself - truthfully.
Things I cannot change...I cannot bring back the past and change the horrid details of what happened between me and T. I cannot change the fact that I'm really devastated and sad, and regretful for both of us.
Things I can change. I can try to be not sad by spending time with friends like Odaiba day yesterday with some Pinoy friends. I can try to be very busy so I won't need to think about how lonely I have been without him. I can try to be a better person so that when the next person comes I know I can do better.
Still not sure where the thin line draws I take the plunge to do all the things that I wanted to do now. So that when the right person comes (or comes back) at the right time, I won't have any doubts and be ready to fully commit myself - truthfully.
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