Some things change, some don't

I'm at a personal crossroad of my life and my career. I can aspire for something bigger and I can also settle down for what I have now. My job allows me a balanced life. Who wouldn't want that? But sometimes I miss my old fast, work work work, all to perfection spirit. Having this balance slowed me down, it is making me more complacent about everything. It makes me feel undeserving that I'm not trying hard enough.

So many things are changing inside me. The way I view opportunities, the way I approach problems the way I can now easily shrug off the pressure.

Some things never change. My endless search for the meaning of life, the passion for making my home homey, and surprisingly, a young heart that still emerge to beat from time to time.