日曜日, 10月 24, 2010

がまん (Patience)

This should be my word for the month..or probably until the end of the year. To patiently tackle each and every production issue that the new system is bringing up, until we finally stabilize. Yep, patience and a lot of humility, and courage to apologize. This boils down to taking responsibilities. I am responsible for a critical system and therefore I not only need to owe the glory of its construction, but also need to owe it's flaws and issues. I am now beginning to realize how tough it is. So I really need to stick with it! がまん!

My eyes have opened to the fact that, in as much as I love Nerima and its surrounding, there is nothing that is holding me to it or I to it, not anymore. I spend most of my time in the Tamachi area during the weekends for badminton and I realized that I'm spending a lot of time in commute, which leads to me spending a lot of commute money and time. Not to mention that my house is really big for 1 person to live in. I don't think I'm getting married or having a family or attaching myself with someone else anytime soon so there is a 100% certainty that I really (literally) want to move on. Sometimes we should be realistic up to when we should stick things out, shouldn't we?

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