'Something has changed within me, something's not the same. ' - the opening song of Wicked's Defying Gravity sums up the person that I am now. I don't think I've changed in a very drastic way, but I do really appreciate all the blessings big and small, that come my way each day. From the day I open my eyes in the morning, to the time I sleep at night, I feel so blessed.
I've learned that blessing comes in too many forms - new friends, money, quick fix to what once was unthinkable and unsolvable. I have learned to accept my life's imperfections, and is learning to be at peace with it. Call me shallow but by doing this, happiness feels more accessible.
I rediscovered passion to excel more in sports, in what I do, at work. I am coming to terms with the fact that I should never limit myself just because I worry too much that the man in my life will be offended. There is no man now, but I also realize that the next person who I will invest my feelings, my time and my values will be someone who share the same as me - fun loving, confident enough to feel secure and accept that i strive for success, and has the same drive as me, who can be serious when it calls for it, but at the same time who looks at life as a journey of opportunities to live the best day of your life---everyday! Well...I'd like to believe that that person is somewhere out there.
I don't really want to wait and suspend my life in anticipation of what could or would not have been, so I have made a decision to live life to the best of my ability, each day. It feels so much simpler and more fun that way!
I've learned that blessing comes in too many forms - new friends, money, quick fix to what once was unthinkable and unsolvable. I have learned to accept my life's imperfections, and is learning to be at peace with it. Call me shallow but by doing this, happiness feels more accessible.
I rediscovered passion to excel more in sports, in what I do, at work. I am coming to terms with the fact that I should never limit myself just because I worry too much that the man in my life will be offended. There is no man now, but I also realize that the next person who I will invest my feelings, my time and my values will be someone who share the same as me - fun loving, confident enough to feel secure and accept that i strive for success, and has the same drive as me, who can be serious when it calls for it, but at the same time who looks at life as a journey of opportunities to live the best day of your life---everyday! Well...I'd like to believe that that person is somewhere out there.
I don't really want to wait and suspend my life in anticipation of what could or would not have been, so I have made a decision to live life to the best of my ability, each day. It feels so much simpler and more fun that way!
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