Change Of Plans.

We originally planned a Yokohama date this weekend, but due to bad weather forecast (and we were both sick), T & I decided to change plans. T was in really bad shape the night before, he was vomiting and could not sleep. I didnt know what to do, thoughI tried not to panic, and all I could do was rub his back and hold his hands to help him sleep. Yeah, he sometimes is really like a baby...Thank God he got well Saturday afternoon. We then finally decided to go and search for a good apartment. We tried two places, did some occular. We'll go again tomorrow morning, and then after that we'll either proceed with our Enoshima Aquarium plans or just take it easy and find him a pair of sun glasses....One of T's close friends is really angry with him. T is completely clueless why. I personally dont know his friend, although he told me about him and his accident which caused disability. I told him he may have said something, or done something sensitive. He said he hasn't seen his friend for over a year now. Its pretty obvious that he's bothered, and his trying to shake it up. On one hand I told T that he probably should be more careful with his choice of words, especially to people he's closer with. Sometimes, he tend to be very sharp, although he doesnt mean anything by it. We can never really be too assuming that the other end of the communication line is at the same frequency or not. Of course, I'm not sure if that's the case with him and his friend. He then asked me, if what he is today is good or bad. I can't say for sure. He told me as well that there'll be more darker of him that I'm sure to discover. Hey buddy, I'm in for it! If not...what am I doing here, right? But I sometimes give deep and hard thoughts about us, each time I discover something or he discovers things about me, I guess we both are somehow weighing if in spite of, is still OK or not. What I had with Y is totally different, its almost strong feelings for each other, and just being there for each other, enjoying and reminiscing the moment. But with T, its a balance of what the heart and the head says. With that we've gone through these past 6 months, I would think that the heart probably speaks louder that the head... :)