To live together or not. It suddenly floated in the air. Is it time for that next step? Is it too risky? T has put it out in the open (but claims its just for the sake of talking). Are we going too far too fast? I find myself half-amused, half-lost in these new things that confront me when it comes to me and T.
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Firsts in their own ways, almost always are pleasurely shocking. T&I (although there's no final talk of living together) went all out, searching for a good apartment. We also went shopping together for the first time. It's interesting to find out what our fashion tastes are. And that T is more shopaholic than me! We'll most likely be in trouble in the future if I don't hold it together.
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People have their own battles to fight. Today at the gym, three ladies were really pissed off because the cold water jaccuzzi that's supposed to be around 20deg is at 30deg. Very hot for people who enjoy alternating sauna and jaccuzzi (cold & hot). I figured this is a battle I'd like to leave up to my fellow gym buddies!
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Still at Gold's Gym, I noticed that the songs being played are those about self-confidence, how to follow you dreams, mend a broken heart. Songs that make you wanna sweat more. I wonder if the gym people seriously think about those things too.
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Speaking of following my dreams, last week's new org was no surprise. Yep, that formalizes my being boxed out of the picture. I'm way over this but at the same time, I'm losing heart in finding a good company that suits me. A new place where I can start, pour my heart out again, make new friends and contribute however I can. I'm excited to start, but I'm afraid that the rainbow is still too far ahead to see. I'm praying to God that I don't lose my way and I'm praying for more faith in His perfect plan for me.
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You have the buteaful dream as Rainbow.The dream can be realized as you planed. Because You are just you.
hello..thanks for the encouraging words!
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